Life seems to be a bit more stable now. The bitter times have faded a bit and it looks as if there is a light at the end of the tunnel that is not just a fast-approaching train. The pace is quiet, the dice has been thrown, several dice actually, saving throws have failed, succeeded and led to a general quiet state of mind.
My personal life, which was a turmoil where I felt as if I was pulled on from all sides is now going into a more quiet stadium (I hope). We are ready for a confrontation with ourselves, we are ready to face the demons; I have a battleaxe of hope +10 and quite some beasts to kill.
Life, here I come.