The times they are a-changing. Sometimes you realize that you are getting old. The small things really. Not feeling up to going out to grab something to eat because your back hurts. Picking up something and noticing this strange muscle pain when you do something you are sure you have done a hundred times before. We are getting older. But not all of that is just negative. One has to move on.
This little baby is growing. You can see a bulge where non had been before. I try listening for the heartbeat but nothing so far... no movement either, or none that I can feel as well. I think I finally came to terms with becoming a father. It feels great... I think.